So, I like this whole thing we’re doing like not being attached to our phones and texting every two seconds, and living our lives separately since we just met but also really enjoying the time we spend together… It’s pretty adult and healthy of us. I’m generally a big fan.
But. This day apart thing we’re doing is harder than it looks. I liked seeing you Thursday night… And late Friday night…cuddling up and falling asleep into Saturday morning… And all day yesterday at the beach.
It’s crazy that time apart and hours without texts can suddenly make you so insecure when yesterday he was throwing you around the waves, putting his arm around you while walking, and cuddling up on the couch after getting home…trying not to move too much because you’re both too sunburned. It was perfect.
But, the last guy is no indicator of what the new guy is gonna do. So I need to stop worrying that he’s going to pick up and go without notice. That’s no way to start something, right?